Well I ordered my handcycle about 6 weeks ago and paid extra for quick shipping. I was contacted by the company that they could not ship handcycles quick, that there was a 6 week period because the bikes were built to order. So it was supposed to ship out today from Florida, I called and they are a week behind so now I wont get it for another 2 weeks!!!! The anticipation is killing me!!!!
On another note, I visited with my neuresurgeon this week to discuss the last procedure I had done to aleviate my nerve pain, which had no effect, and to discuss what other options I have. As I expected he said that until ther is something new that comes around that there is nothing else that he can do for me. BLAH!!! So look like this is my life for now so I guess I'll just have to make the best of it and learn how to cope. It has been hard in the past I think because I have thought that there was always something else that I could try and that one of these procedures HAD to make a difference. But now that I know that this is it I can accept that I am going to have pain every day for the rest of my life and just get on with it!!
Jason, you are an awesome person and a wonderful son, if there was anything I could do to take part of your pain, you know I would. I just love you so much, and I hate to see you in so much pain, physical as well as mental...All you have to do is call me, and if I can, I will be there for you. I love you!!!
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